For those of you who know my situation, it’s been a rough ten months. I havn’t had a permanent home, I’ve been jerked around ridiculously from place to place, and been relying on other people to house and feed me.
I’ve finally made it back to my home city, and while I have a job back at my old place I wont get a paycheque for another couple of weeks, seeing as I start work tomorrow.
I have a roof over my head, and a well paying job. So while things are more stable then they have been for the last year I have a small problem.
I can’t afford food. And while I will admit, I may not have been the most upright person, the only way I’ve been able to feed myself is by stealing from large grocery stores. It’s not something I’m proud of, but it’s something I had to do.
Tomorrow, like I said, I’m starting my new job. I work a manual labor kind of thing. We pick garbage and clean rooftop shingles to be recycled into pavements for local roads in my city. It’s hard work, and I’m on my feet eight or more hours a day. It’s a good paying job, and I’m more then grateful to finally have work again, but the shitty part is I don’t have anything to eat.
If you’ve ever worked a hard on the boy job, you’ll know how brutal it is to be hungry and be on your feet for hours on end.
I’d really appreciate it if anyone could throw me even a couple of dollars so I can save up to buy giftcards from wal mart so I can afford something to eat and get me through these next couple weeks until I have a steady paycheque. Anything helps, and I’d be more then grateful.
my paypal is
and if you have any questions, or suggestions, my ask box is always open.
thank you so much in advance.
putting this here and not on twitter bc i dont feel like separating my bitching into like 10 tweets but
This is an announcement. It is v important ok. V important.
Ok here it is. Tumblr user Novie Simmonsized is the fucking cutest.
And I love her so much. Thats my announcement I told u it was important.
Did I actually headcanon Felix as a smirky Asian guy or was I influenced by tumblr?
*shows up at ur door 10 years after we had an argument* aND ANOTHER THING
think about how im gonna write about bitters. just consider it for one moment. then forget
why must u hurt me so
same tho just
ugh it hurt so much he just had to fuckin leave im so upset
because despite his bitching he truly believed they’d be back, he wanted to believe it so bad
i think bitters’ reaction hurt me the most tbh
You could say that he’s rather Bitter about Grif being dead.
#but no seriously Bitters’ reaction has broken me on an emotional level #I want to give him a thousand hugs #because you know he’s just whispering ”fuck” under his breath as he walks off #getting louder and louder #punching a wall and screaming#slowly dropping to the ground to cry#he does it alone because he’s not supposed to care #he’s not supposed to give a shit #but fuck he does #he does and he can’t help it #he couldn’t DO anything to save his Captain #and there’s such a big difference between being ABLE to do something and not WANTING to #and just being completely useless #Bitters is okay with being unhelpful on his own terms #but being USELESS? #knowing that there was nothing he could do? #he can’t take that